Return from oblivion...

Embraced by the flames
I fell down, I fell in desperate anger
Into those nameless deeps
Out of time, out of any apprehension
Through black paths of Khazad-dum
Through my own fear, I've tried to find a way out
I felt the cold breathe of doom
In darkness, blind, I followed the enemy of mine
Storm and haze wreathed the mountain
As we left the bottom level of the world
On Celebdil, I gave out all my powers
And defeated magic of the Balrog's soul
Then the dark arose in my mind
I wondered out of reality
Each day was like one Ard's age
And all stars twinkled in my eyes
Naked and forgotten,
I've been sent back to life
So found me Gwaihir,
He took my body and flew away...

In the Lilies, naked, and the rain
Is falling at me, at my trembling skin
In the flames, in desire's web
I feel you, Opium in my dreams

Sister of flowers, as darkness falls at you
At your innocence, as a black crystal of night
My serenade for your hot lips
I feel the sweat on your breast
My body lies resigned to you
Your eyes stroke me in desire of love
Like an ocean of fire and ice
Blinded by the strokes and sighs
As the rain flows down
Your leaves and even skin
As you're burning now
In moments of ecstasy
Lights of candles are dancing on your body
Strokes of your hands, I feel on my skin
Like swans in love in the lake
We fall asleep to those silent dreams
In the Lilies, naked, and the rain
Is falling at me, at my trembling skin
In the flames, in desire's web
I feel you, Opium in my dreams

The symbol of lies and suffering
Nailed to the cross
With empty mind you embrace its feet
And rise your eyes up to heaven

Your cry is the consequence of your view
Just watching the world is dying by your guilt
Your false prayers satisfy you
But in this hopes I refuse to live
As your body burns in my flames
It scorches all the villainies of this world
Scorches senseless laws and orders
And burns the symbol of bleeding Christ
Why should I avoid sex, when I love a woman
Why should I not kill my father's murder
Why should I still listen, your belief is the true one
When it caused so much pain to this world
The years are lost and you go down
You find out what you loose
At the gates of eternal sleep
The crown of thorns is falling deep
...to Oblivion...

You think the time will stop for now
To find out what is happening around
That strange look of those blind eyes
In faces of this rushing world

You think you are free all the time
But there are thousand things controlling you
Proudly you walk into the abyss
Of thoughts you never owned
Look at those dying fathers
And their unborn sons
Notice those crying mothers
Abandoned and broken above graves
Time exist no more
It stopped moving in their hearts
So dead is what they lived for...
So dying is the race of us...
You think the time will stop for now
To find out what is happening around
Proudly you walk into the abyss
Of thoughts you never owned

The fire burns in the land of the bird's spirit
The smoke flows of my bones, I have to go there...

That childish hand discovered the masks in the wood
Those bright eyes saw hooded figures, smashed
– they streaked in shadows
There places whispered their names
And the summer breeze smelled with a winter
Strong timbers absorbed her words
And the answer was just a flutter
Of winged beings up in the limbs
Tallis – the sweetheart of the cripple
Her warrior under "The strong against the storm"
Stone talismans scared away all birds
The Nature's laws, the love, the death and the knowing
Mysterious beings, warriors in furs and bones of prophecy
Endless search for the lost, lost brother Harry
Long wandering to the place
Place where the life ends and the lost could be found
Could be found Lavondyss
Lonely in death, the circle – Lavondyss

Sorrow was falling in the rain and tears

There was night when your eyelids fell down
Your eyes were closed
And dew ran through dust of hopes
Voices were calling into your mind
Throwing down meaning of life
That agony you felt in the last storm
Sorrow was falling in the rain and tears
I had a dream when you had die
Just the body in the grass
And I felt the cold blood on your lips
Children are scrolling through the dark
Without mother, yearning
To feel again beams of morning light
Your mind had to fly somewhere
And I didn't catch that thoughts
It was an evening in your life
And your mourning was my night
Memories, still hunt me
In my nightmares, and my dreams

Raven's eyes are staring at me
While flying in the wind
Bright, white pearls all around me
Magic's in (hearts of) the trees
My December – deep inside of me
My December – my heart of beauty

(I'm the) vapor over level of the lake
(I'm the) silent glow of the moon
(I'm the) crystal love in the white cold grace
The snow falling down on you
My eyes, my soul, my heart
My December, I'm soul of ice
I felt the sorrow, when a man came to me
And broke my heart to satisfy his dreams
Blood of my heart runs in snow
Your claws are tearing my face
I feel blizzard of my soul
When I'm fading away...

A bizarre picture of the death
That paints with the blood
In the canvas of your face
It ripples in the whirlpool of a dance

Your palm's in the gesture
Of the last minute of life
It cools mine
You ripple in the whirlpool of the dance
The insane dance of us
It ends when the moon loses its face
I fade in the rippling level
Of the labyrinth of time
Blood tears of mine flow
Out of my eyes
Blood tears of mine flow
Out of my eyelids
In a beauty sealed forever
There reflects our end
Our dancing shade on the walls
Like a gobelin pattern
In the breeze of my clothes
And the garland of lilies the time stopped

(There is a) strange quiet in crowns of trees
Only raindrops break the silence
Beauty of naked fairies
In the darkness of infernal dance

Those touches of their lips
And bodies luring you
But you feel like
A prisoner nailed to stones
There's black heaven and red sun over my head...
Horizon is gray in the garden of thorns
In this nameless time, with ruins of hopes
(Melting in the) rivers of oblivion, forgotten by the time
Is this insanity? Slave of the suffering...
I am the fallen angel
And my wings are dead
Blood flowers of this darkness
Fall to my palms
My bride is flying there
As a black orchid she looks
Raven, what can I feel?
Oblivion of times?
Horizon is...

Twilight haze embraces horizons
Where the rivers of our past still flow
Let the cold wind blow in your heart
And let the water become the blood of your own

Time is written into walls of stone
Just stand and listen to their echoes
Take over past of this mighty place
Close your eyes and dive into shadows

The past has enslaved that all
We built for the future life
Through an endless age of twilight
We tried to regain our pride

Strangers ruled us by the divine right
Mastered our fate just as they liked
In spite the pain and desperation
We never forgot the name of our NATION

There's the mysterious frost of the darkest night
Penetrating into your bones, so beauty, so strong

And cold moon will disclose his vicious pale face
And will show me way, which I will set out
I can feel my feelings. I remember my name
And I know the answers for the questions of my fate
The innocent creature wakes up in the silence
Who will influence his life and his mind?
Will be allowed to him to choose the own direction?
Let him march under the wings of Belial
Feel My Lonely, feel my silent crying
Dream my dreams deep in the night
See my sorrow, see my silent dying
With my thousand years old sigh
Find the reason, find the meaning of my
Life among two worlds and times
I will turning the light on of my passion
Under wings of the fallen one
Open your eyes to look around. You men of rotten minds
And see, you millions of seduced to wrong way of your gods
Here I come to talk about the doubts of your faiths
To all of you, which worship the kings of slaves
As you are scrolling through (the) life of your own
You will found out the evil and good
And when the sun is going down and universe (will) absorb you
In the night you will know, how great is to be free
Feel My Lonely, feel my silent crying
Dream my dreams deep in the night
See my sorrow, see my silent dying
With my thousand years old sigh
Find the reason, find the meaning of my
Life among two worlds and times
I will turning the light on of my passion
Under wings of the fallen one
I will keep my mind full of my freedom and bleeding
Look through my eyes to the world of my pain
(I’m) scrolling tired but still strong enough against your storms
(I’m) burning all bridges back to my own flame
Incline you heads, you mass of blinded ignorance
Because I am the highest embodiness of man's life
As you are scrolling through (the) life of your own
You will found out the evil and good
And when the sun is going down and universe (will) absorb you
In the night you will know, how great is to be free 

In the name of God you chosed the night
Did you really thought you’ll be delivered?
Do you fear you will not see the light?
I know it’s the end of your clear mind

You see my daemons flies over skies
And death is coming to be your bride
There is no helping hand of jusus christ
And all your hopes are broken down (and down)
They told you stories about eternal life
Somewhere in heaven and down in your hell
So look around you and see the real presence
There’s only destroyed Earth and sickness and pain
I see many insane ones drowned in lake
I see many ones destroy the signs of their souls...
They're all damned... only strong ones will survive...
They're all down and poor – The truth is known...
You lived your lives in the name of nothing.
Be prepeared, you'll be not understood...
Let me introduce you the truth of this world
Let me impart you there's liberty of thoughts
And your dark satan was the same as your god
And I see you hopeless, but this is the night
The truth is known for all who survived
But there's Shakespeare's question (so much) actual
"To be or not to be" sounds words in your minds
Not prepeared to face new world without their god
You see my daemons flies over skies
And death is coming to be your bride
There is no helping hand of jusus christ
And all your hopes are broken down and down 

Innocence is burning in the flames of dark dreams
Your naked body is leaving (the) clear thinks
Of self-control and like a Naamah you’re devoting
To the Lucifer's dance And you're fall
Asleep drowned in the lake of your ecstasy
When your body exploded inside... for your dreams

Silence is falling down at your tired lips
And moonlight brings the cold to your skin
I came from the darkness to fill all your dreams
Under (the) wings of night to for live your sins
Imagines of your breath filled (up) my mind
I need to feel your sighs near my eyes
Your burning rain runs through all my vains
When we’re flying away (into) tender pain
For your desire’s breath
I will burn down in your hell
In the silent cryings, in the silent feelings of me
I will be lost in eternal webs of your beauty
I came from the darkness
to fill all your dreams tonight
Under (the) wings of night to for live your sins 

Alone with my mind I live for
This evening of my thoughts and my feelings
Alone in this night I live for
The lights of candles and flowers on your stone
Alone with my tears I die for
Your beatless heart and memories lost in dark
And my wind is blow for
Your dust and my mind is filling with the night and pain

All those years I have to cry for
Few letters engraved on your black epitaph
And I still feel my heart beats with yours
Despite of time – it cannot turning back
And I live my life of my own ways
I think of you, you’ll be my eternal flame
You are down there, hear my bleeding hearts poetry
Under cold stone you’re lying in (the) sea of my tears
Thorns, sadness and pain, my mind is full of insanity
Dying leaves are falling with rain to oblivion
In the greyland, full of shadows
I’m leaving my souls of immortals again
Alone with my mind I live for
This evening of my thoughts and my feelings
All those years I have to cry for
Few letters engraved on your black epitaph
Alone in this night I live for
The lights of candles and flowers on your grave
I still feel my heart beats with yours
Despite of time – it cannot turning back 

You feel they are so distance
When you need new blood pour into your veins
Drained and lost in dark nightmares
When you're feeling down

Look all around of you and me
You can hear their smiles; you feel their sighs
They will clean their souls in the church
Their faith will absorb all their lies
We live in dark times... The money change the thoughts...
In your world... of oblivion...
But I still remember... what's the truth...
Everything burns in the fire... I closed your book...
I'm standing here in silence as a knell of your souls in the night
Strong One against all your intolerable storms
Once you will need the help, you will be lost in broken hopes
No one will hear by my side
So I will close your book
We live in dark times... The money change the thoughts...
In your world... of oblivion...
But I still remember... what's the truth...
Everything burns in the fire... I closed your book...
You see they are so beauty
When is after all and they're so kind
But under the mask of the angel
Sleeps the rotting christ
Look all around of you and me
You can hear their smiles; you feel their sighs
They will clean their souls in the church
Their faith will absorb all their lies 

All of your Lucifers are rising now
Still you can pray, but this was your own goal
Sickness you've looking for in the other ones
You found out in your own souls and rotten minds

We have never enlighten from our own mistakes of the past
Our characteristic of self-destruction no one rooted out
The fallen angels are flying all over the sky
And infatuated ones will look into (the) mirror of the truth
It will bring the end of all your absurd faiths and dreams
And the end of the world will come true
Look all around of you; we're living like a cancer of the Earth
We cannot follow this direction. It will be our doom
"The fire burns all around me over the land
And my visions comes true –
I'm standing in the circle –
All burns with me and with my Earth
I know it will bring the pain for you"
We have never enlighten from our own mistakes of the past
Look all around of you; we're living like a cancer of the Earth
How many times the finger of the fate admonished us
There's so many of our kind and it's the germ of end
Look all around you; how you can be so blind?
We threw this world in fire and burned all bridges back 

I fall into the dust, tired out and broken down
Under the weight of your unhuman deeds of hate
I saw their innocent faces of sorrow
And their souls in the flames of the dance... of the suffering

There was a fire in the skies
And the rain of despair has falling down
I saw the blood tears in their eyes
And mighty feelings of togetherness in their hearts
I saw them all united by the pain, they stood alone
By the gate of death full of sadness and fear and I know
They were so down but still strong enough
To rise their signs of liberty and of their own pride
I know there’s too much religions in this world
They’re impulse for hate and bring (the) pain for us all
Why we can’t root out this cancer of mankind
And clear our world from those who wants it all
The death was all around when you – knights of madness
Made truth from the insane visions of your dark lord
Delivering your lives to your unexisting god
Blinded by (the) dreams of beautiful afterlife
... There was a silence in their souls... 

Show me your secret diamonds now in the darkness of the night
We’re lost somewhere in the deep of world where’s no sun and no moonlight
Feel me deep, feel me free in your sanctuary of erotic dreams and cries
Planet Earth’s burned down but your eyes remind me the rise of the morning sun

I feel your burning sweat, be mine
I hear your silent sighs
...Sex In The Underworld
We’re filling us with new age love
We’re burning in our sins...
... Sex In The Underworld!
Dark noise of machines in the underworld bring us background for our dreams
The touch of your lashes like of butterfly and your fragile tears drops your skin
I love you in fire and ecstasy, you bring me the pain, you bring me delight
Nothing to see, only your body screams, fill me deep, fill me with the rain inside 

They appointed their words for the truth
Which everyone must to take for own
When (the) mind (will) rise against their arrogance
Then (the) body will leave (the) world in the flames

I hail you all down there
In the cradle of your own dreams
Of innocence and ignorance
Lost in lies of your dark sins
I spread my wings of pain and try
To clear your minds by the tears of yours
Give your life some drop of meaning
And prepare you for your doom
You’re mortal, nothing more
And nothing more will waiting for you
Heart is your heart and the brain is your brain
Forget your soul...
I hail you all... by the gate of death
When you lie under cold stones
Failured and surprised?
All your hopes fell down into the dust
Fettered in chains you’re scrolling through your lives
And waiting for the promised delivering... after that all...
Hopeless you refused all what life brought to you
But time goes by and you will know the truth... when it will rise...
You are too much poor to leave their power
The roots of their blooming trees are rotten inside
And the springs of their brooks are poisoned thorough
Few of men can resist, few of you’ll be free
Fattered in chains you see only your (their) line
It’s not allowed to look all around
And know, what’s suitable for every of you
This evil is rooted deep down in the graves of your fathers
No savior, no god
And your mind is filling with emptiness
You will know the truth for a moment
... and the feeling of helpless... inside...