When all my demons set their sails
and my mind is riding the last train
Down a one-way track to the final station
Destination Devastation

A thousand demons at my door
screaming at my crumbling walls
My river's bleeding, my fields are burning
My world has stopped tu
rning

I will be your lithium
and I'll be your lover

Give me something for my mind
something for the pain inside
A remedy, a cure for life
An elixir for this manica of mine

Give me what I'm deep in need of
a sanctuary beyond this cruel world
A peerless cure-all to recover
Like lithium and a lover...

Darkness drapes my weary eyes
drape the void that grows inside
And I can't take this veil away
I can't find the strength
I tried to shield my scenery
tried to set my mind free
This life has brought me to my knees
Devastation unleashed

Whispers...calling on the wind
Like voices calling from deep within
Shivers...all down your spine
I'm the void that rides your aching mind

Nightfall seems to come my way
and it seems as if to stay
A shadow haunts me from the past
Will it forever last?
A voice is calling in the wind
yon the horizons, and from within
I deem the thought, shall I abide
these ghastly wispers inside?

Whispers...called you on the wind
Like voices called you from deep within
Wither...wane adown the line
I'm the void that rode your aching mind...

Sleep in the fire, in thorns and decay
Dreams and desires they have all been a waste
I'm getting closer, so close to awake
So close to what life's been, yet still so far away

Dancing through days...
where the pain ascend in a thousand ways
Dancing through nights...
where the darkness strikes me from inside
Dancing through life...
where its strife enshrines all my desires
Dancing through death...
a dance with the devil and a flirt with the dead

Leaving the fire, abandon the flames
Lost in denial, all your life's been in vain
Life growing colder, it's closing in on you
I know you're going down, but there's no more I can do

Calm me down to the sound of my insanity
Voices screaming, astral dreaming
A mental symphony...

I feel the magic rushing in
I feel the heavenworks ascend like a sun within
All my travail is on the wane
A lucid bliss sets in, and the world sails away

I'm cold seed
I'm your sweetest leaf
I'll ease your mind
I'll set you free

My queen come rise in me
Hallucination or a dream ascendancy?
I cry come bring me on a high
We'll watch the angels fly, then we'll ride the crimson sky

Hear you screaming out in hours of living hell
And the void inside you've carried it so well
Seems like living now gets harder every day
Seems like you don't care for life the same way

Winds of euphoria and lucid needs
A call, a desire deep inside of me
A hope yon all loss and broken dreams
An ephemeral walk in elysian fields

A new dawn is rising within me
I ride the ninth cloud in the seventh dream
A haven yon life and it's cruelty
If life will pass me by, then so be it...

In my darkest of hours
I yearn for the light my life devours
Winter's at hand
In search of a key, a door, an end

Hear my voice, don't quail inside the void
nor fear the sound of winter winds around

In my darkest of nights
I yearn for the dawn to bring me alive
How to ascend?
while you hold the key that shield my end

Hear my voice, it's calling on the dawn
Ascend to fall, but never to withdraw

Winter nights...I hold them inside
I stand to fall, giving in on life as a whole
Winds of time...won't mend my sombre mind
I can't deny that I'm on a closing way down

Morning star...shining from afar
your radiance diminish every day now
Evening star...you've lost your stalwart
Your skies endark
like my mind, my soul and my heart

Come take my hand
and lead me on towards the end
The darkness in me
devours the strength I craved for all these years

These feelings I have never shown remain unknown
I really don't know if I'm that strong...

These secrets I have held inside through all my life
I guess I'll shield them till I die...

Save me now
before my world falls
Save me now
from myself
before the dawn

Save me now
before my world falls
Save me now
from myself
before the dawn

Save me now
I'm at the reaper's door
Can't you see
you hold the key
to set my mind free...

Save me now
I'm at the reaper's door
Can't you see
you hold the key
to set my mind free...

One moment I froze in life
I tried to grasp the time
That moment seized to be
revealed my destiny

Once you were a shining star
I've watched you from the fields afar
The brightest of them all
descend to face its fall

How can I sleep?
when I don't know whether I live or dream
And how can I weep?
when I don't know if the pain I feel is real

I stand upon the fall
I'm giving in on all
I watch the sun's decline
for one last closing time

The sundown share my thoughts of you
The winter moon bewail you too
You still remain to me
a pending mystery

Voices are calling beyond the dawn
where life and dream seems as one
Moments and aeons pass before your eyes
while you stand frozen in life
Years all have passed now, since you gave in
on the world of living
Awaiting your strength there, upon the fall
to put an end to it all...

A wanderer in time
comes strolling through my mind
It seems she lost her way
It seems she led astray
The sun sets in her eyes
A lunar moon arise
Her life all seems in vain
A mystery...arcane

Summer's on the wane
My life it seems so frail
Descend again to the sombre fields of pain
Winter's on a rise
I've held it's cold inside through all my life
like a star-crossed winter child

A waning silvereye
A starless winter sky
No scent of morning dew
Her tears all frozen through
This wanderer comes my way
All aeons seems as days
A sea so deep and wild
A star-crossed winter child

Dusk creeping upon us
The dawn...ne'r to appear
The nightfall weeps along thus
it's the darkness that we fear
Fall for me lost angel
I'll fall for thee as well
To the world we're only strangers
like a winter's chill in hell...

I stroll through days and nights
And through hours of weeping
Can i mend by broken heart by
Speaking to myself
I`ve been lost and found
And broken down bye the treason in your eyes
I´ve been turned around
Burned upside down by the fraud in all your lies

Feel the lights are fading within me
There's a void and a growing anxiety
I can feel the bitter end draws near
I concede this life has nothing more for me

I fall through rays of light
In the hours of redeeming
Last call and far too late now
As far as i can tell
I`ve been burned in life, burned too many times
Whell of fire's still burning
I have done my time, walked too many lines
And my soul keeps on burning

If you were here
I'd whisper sweet nothings in your ear
And appeal to all your fears
If you were mine
I'd bring you so much further down
And twist your mind until the end of time

You will never realize
What darkness lies inside my mind

If you are down
I will come to chain you to the ground
And penetrate your mind
If you are lost
I'll be there to break you trust
And ravage all your lust for life, my love

There's a river that runs along
Your fading hope and darkened days to come
The lights are fading out once more
I see you falter so lost and blind
I know a shadow still lingers in in your mind
But i can`t lead you on, not this time

I`ve been dreaming for far too long
And my dreams all break one by one
I'm still standing, still facing the fall
Will i give in the distant calls

I`ve been watching your crumbling walls
I`ve endured a thousand tears or more
In a frozen moment of time, i see you fall
Only memories remain of you now
You' ve given in to darkness and to doubt
You couldn`t find the strenght to cast
The demons out

From a distance
I can see you descend
Like golden grains of sand
A weeping sun is descending
And the moon now ascending here
In these cold winterlands

I' ve been strolling through the pouring rain
In search of better days
I`ve been strolling down the darkest of lanes
Just to find it`s all in vain

The sundown gives birth to another night
As the moon comes crawling across the sky
My soul feels cold and my heart is tired
I`m burning inside, can`t stop the flames, the fire

From a distance
I can see you pretend
That your life's on the mend
A thousand riverines weeping
And a silvermoon sweeping swift
Across forsaken lands

I' ve been crawling on my knees and hands
I' ve watched all suns descend
I' ve been dreaming some day, i'll ascend
Before the bitter end

I can feel the eyes of your despair
Even where you're not here
I can feel your pain within myself
It's still keeping me down here
Life keeps on growing colder year by year
With a winter heart and my frozen tears
I stand lone to face my darkest fears

I' ve been wasting away, i' ve been fading inside
I' ve been drifting away from the lights in my life
I' ve been living in vain, living insane
I' ve been tripping down all the darkest of lanes

There's a shadow that dwells inside your head
Within mine as well
Turns our lives into a living hell
Like a curse and a spell
I' ve been drifting away from days of light
I' ve been swept away far into the night
I guess i'll never ever make it back

On a morning, a summer dawn
You speak in riddles and rhymes
From a distance your life it seems
Like a frozen heart in neon dreams

There’s a light and a darkened road
There’s a night and a fading hope
There was a dream that once was mine
But now it seems it has passed with time

Sail away my little sister
Sail away to the other side
Sail away my little sister
Sail away far into the night
Where times seems much better
Than this void called life

There’s a voice inside my head
There was a hope, now now long since dead
It’s all a wonder, will I abide
I hear you calling from the other side

Keep on falling, I keep falling down
So far, far, deeper and further
Keep on calling, I kep calling you now
But I can`t hear no answers
I’ ve been feeling so lost
I`m giving in on in all

Voices calling in the back of my mind
They’re calling all the time
I face a door, but there’s no key to be found
When my life comes crashing down
As my last day unfolds
And hands turn numb and cold

Sail on my love
Sail on to the other side
Sail on further into the night

Wane… staring through my window pane
World gone insane
A fading flame
In the falling September rain
I strive in vain to find a way
To case the pain

I can see you walk out away
Turn your back on all your feelings
Seems you’re loosing yourself again
To a void so devastating
And I can’t deny I am the one,
The one to blame
For all your loss and your fading flame

Life it feels like a frozen winter dream
Like a silent scream
Life it feels like a thousand frozen tears
And the night dwells within me

I can see you break down again
All your life you’ve been bound to treason
On your knees and your tears descend
Oh your life’s a fallen season
And time can not heal these wounds my friend,
Not again
So here you’ll stand to face the end

Beyond the silence
Where your voices whisper to my heart
In the midst of December
On a night that comes without a star
I fall into darkness
Like I’ve done a thousand times before
I’ve burned all bridges
To the treacherous world outside my door

In the fields of summer
I will dance away with you
I never knew the pain would see us through
And though we fear the silence
We never ever realized
That life was only passing gently by

When the darkness seems to fall
Then I can hear you call
Your voice is clearer now than before
And in the summer rain
I´ll carry all your pain
If I could only see you again

In the glades of summer
A light still wanes in you
Like winter days long gone
In midst of june
And though the cross feels lighter
On a warm midsummer night
Why do we then still feel so cold inside

When the darkness seems to fall
Then I can hear you call
Your voice is weaker now than before
And in the summer rain
You gave in to your pain
And life will never be the same again

I see you wander
So lost and alone
You falter on the
Darkest of roads

Let us wait for a way now
You're too far from home
No longer careful wherever I roam

This is the path to the end of it all
It goes on and on and on
Goes on and on and on

This is the darkness at the end of the world
It lingers on and on and on
Lingers on and on and on

You're going under
Life's pulling you down
Life's making you choke
Life's making you drown

Get away from the pain now
Consuming your soul
I see you fall
I see you lose all control

This is the path to the end of it all
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on

This is the darkness at the end of the world
It lingers on and on and on
Lingers on and on and on

This is the path to the end of it all
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on

This is the darkness at the end of the world
It lingers on and on and on
Lingers on and on and on

I've always felt so cold inside, clinging on to life
I've always felt at one with the night, fading deep inside
Winter winds are blowing through my life
Deep inside I know that I can run but I can't hide 

Fallen angel at my side
Take me by the hand lead me far into night
Far away from this life 

I've always felt so drawn to the sea, so deep and wild and free
I've always lived my life through my dreams, to deny life's misery
Winter winds are blowing through my life
Deep inside I know that I can run but I can't hide

All these dreams I left behind
All these tears I cried through mournful nights
They're still haunting me as years pass by
All the dreams I ever wanted to come through for me
I saw them all cease to be

All my dreams decline, they fade away and die
I see them all passing by, break before my eyes
And still I wonder why no dreams come through
For me in this life

All the love you offered me was not enough to ever set me free
I still recall all we hope to be
All my words still left unspoken
A troubled mind and a heart so broken

In my darkest dreams, I follow you into the night
In my darkest dreams, I walk with you beyond the light

This darkeness on my mind always tries to bring me further down
This darkness deep inside makes me lose myself time after time

In my darkest hours, I see the world be built devours
In my darkest hours, I see a crumbling tower

Feel the pain, it's growing strong
Our hearts been bleeding for so long
There's a light, there's a dream, there's a fire within
Fading on into night eternally 

Our crumbling walls, I can see them fall
Our bleeding hearts, forever lost in the dark

The twilight in your eyes
It lingers still, like it has done all your life
Your heart is aching inside
It's bleeding still, like it has done all your life

I want to see the sun rise in your eyes
Be gone all sorrows, the pain that you keep inside
I want to see the summer lighten your life
Be gone all winters, the cold you still hold inside 

The sorrow and the strife
Still linger here, like they have done all your life
The pain keeps holding you down
It hurts you still, like it has done all your life

I wish that summer never would let go
I wish that winter never got its grip on my lost soul

My home is where the summer dies
A winter land beneath the darkened skies
The summer sun is on the wane again
Embrace my heart, embrace my soul
Your touch is heaven sent

I wish that summer never would let go
I wish that winter never got its grip on my lost soul
I wish you'd be forever by my side
And lead me through the falling devastating eventide

My heart lies where the darkness falls
It's buried deep beneath the forest floor
The silvereye shines on as snow descends
My summer sun, you're long since gone
I'll wait for you until the bitter end

I wander lost and lonely by the shoreline of the sea
I think about the way I wanted life to be
The seaside leads me on to the sound of sweeping waves
My heart gets filled with sorrow and grief along the way

There is no hope still left in my eyes
There is no light still left in my life

It has all faded into the night

So many darkened memories still haunt me from the past
I think about all the loved ones I have lost
I know the spring will come with soothing rain some day
But only to be followed by the winters devastating pain

I see you wander lost and lonely by the shoreline of the sea
There's no light, there's no dreams, only the night
And the streams of tears down your cheeks

There's a wind from the past and at last it brought you to your kness
There's no hope, there's no glee, there's no life
Left for thee who wanders by the sea

She speaks to me in words that I can't understand
She moves in certain ways that I can't comprehend
She talks to me of love and life and faith and hope
She talks to me of death and darkened days to come

Come with me on through the veil of sleep
There are so many things I'd like to show you in my dreams
There is a path that leads us on and on through the beyond
I'll take you by the hand and I will never let you go

She pulls the strings attached so deeply to my heart
She takes me by the hand and lead me to the dark
She dance in lucid dreams, she's dancing in a trance
She pulls me deeper in, I never stood a chance

I know you're too far gone
What have we both become my dearest one
I'll walk you down the path
That leads to the dark in the deep of my heart

Voices speaking to my mind, from afar, from distant times
They speak to me about my life, of years to come with loss and strife
Life's coming down to the sound of your heart breaking
For all these years they tried to bring you to the ground
They made you fall eventually, this time around

For all these years you spoke to me, to my mind, to my sanity
Revealed to me all my deepest fears and brought me down soaked in tears

I scream in desperation
I'm the lost and the fallen one
I lost my destination
So long ago

Heading on towards devastation
I'm the lost and the fallen one
This will be my resignation
Once and for all

I drift on a lonely lake, a lake of the darkness you forsake
I'm falling apart here in this life
I can not find the things that I've been searching for
All this time

Hear the sound of my heart breaking down in tears
As I cave in to all my fears, it's a cruel world ou there
I'm led astray in this wasteland and in the end
I know that I'm bound to descend

I'm lost on this lonely lake, I can't seem to find my way
I'm giving up on this life
'Cause I can't find the things that I've been searching for
All this time

You know all my dreams they fade with time
They're slowly dying in the darkest corners of your aching mind
A radiant star has lost its shine
Now consumed by all the darkness and the pain within this life

The fading embers burning out, while you linger here
Forevermore in darkness and in doubt

Fade... All my dreams they fade
Fade... See them pass away
Fade... See them all decay
All of my dreams fade away...

Into the night
Fade... Out of my sight
Fade... Like candle lights
All of my dreams fade away...

All of my dreams have come to an end

Still speaks the silence, it speaks in riddles to my mind
And time keeps passing by as I walk tearful through this life

Dreams pass by silently, I see them waving back at me
All hope is long since gone, I guess it really never was there at all
A mirage passed on

I know the darkness will break me
And you can not save me, can't catch my fall
I feel the sorrow embrace me, this life depraves me
I'm lost forevermore

My life darkens year by year, and no one seems to really care
My fear always lingers here, it's growing stronger deep inside of me
It won't set me free

Tears shed in silence, they run in rivers down my face
And what am I still living for, I can not take this pain no more

En mis tenebrosos sueсos
Te sigo en la oscuridad
En mis tenebrosos sueсos
La luz al fin me cegarб

La oscura realidad
Quiere destruirme sin piedad
La inmensa oscuridad
Hace que me pierda una vez mas

En mis horas sombrias
Ya nuestro mundo se ha acabado
En mis horas sombrias
Veo una torre derrumbarse

La oscura realidad
Quiere destruirme sin piedad
La inmensa oscuridad
Hace que me pierda una vez mas
Hace que me pierda una vez mas
Hace que me pierda una vez mas

Nuestros fragiles muros
Puedo verlos caer
Nuestras almas sangrarбn
Por siempre en la oscuridad

La oscura realidad
Quiere destruirme sin piedad
La inmensa oscuridad
Hace que me pierda una vez mas

La oscura realidad
Quiere destruirme sin piedad
La inmensa oscuridad
Hace que me pierda una vez mas

Still speaks the silence, it speaks in riddles to my mind
And time keeps passing by as I walk tearful through this life

Dreams pass by silently, I see them waving back at me
All hope is long since gone, I guess it really never was there at all
A mirage passed on

I know the darkness will break me
And you can not save me, can't catch my fall
I feel the sorrow embrace me, this life depraves me
I'm lost forevermore

My life darkens year by year, and no one seems to really care
My fear always lingers here, it's growing stronger deep inside of me
It won't set me free

Tears shed in silence, they run in rivers down my face
And what am I still living for, I can not take this pain no more

Я иду сквозь дни и ночи
И сквозь часы усталости
Можно ли склеить разбитое сердце?
Спрашиваю сама себя
Я была потеряна и найдена
И сломлена изменой, которую увидела в твоих глазах
Я развернулась
Сгорела изнутри из-за всех твоих обманов, твоей лжи

Чувствую, как свет слабеет во мне
Лишения и растущая тревога
Я чувствую, как рядом вырисовывается горькая кончина
Я уступаю этой жизни, которая больше ничего не значит для меня

Я падаю сквозь лучи света
В часы искупления
Последний звонок, так поздно и далеко прозвучал он
А как далеко, я не могу сказать
Я горела в жизни, горела так много раз
Пока огонь ещё горел
Я прожила свое время, прошла так много линий
И душа моя догорает…

Если бы ты был здесь
Я бы прошептала нечто приятное тебе на ушко
И воззвала бы к твоим страхам
Если бы ты был моим
Я бы увлекла тебя гораздо ниже
И затуманила б твой разум до конца времён
Ты никогда бы не понял
Что лжёт тьма в моих мыслях...

Если ты упал
Я приду к тебе, чтобы приковать тебя к земле
И проникну в твои мысли
Если ты потерялся
Я буду там, чтобы сломать твою веру
И опустошить всю твою жажду к жизни, любовь моя.

Вот река, которая бежит
Твоя увядающая надежда и темнеющие дни приходят
Свет слабеет, как никогда прежде
Я смотрю на тебя издалека: ты так потерян, так слеп
Я знаю, тени всё ещё затуманивают твой, твой разум
Но я не могу вести тебя, не сейчас

Я мечтала и мечтаю так долго
А мои мечты разбиваются одна за другой
Я всё ещё держусь, всё ещё встречаю падение
Уступлю ли я далёкому зову?

Я наблюдала, как рушатся твои стены
Я пролила тысячу слёз, а может, и больше
В застывшем мгновении, я вижу твоё падение
Только воспоминания сейчас напоминают о тебе
Ты уступил тьме и сомнению
Ты не смог найти силы сопротивляться
И выпустил демонов

На расстоянии
Я могу увидеть, как ты спускаешься
Как золотые зёрнышки песка
Закатывается слабеющее солнце
И восходит луна
В этом царстве зимы

Я бежала под проливным дождём
В поисках лучших дней
Я ехала вниз по просёлочной дороге
Ради того, чтобы понять: всё это напрасно...

Закат рождает другую ночь
Как луна пересекает ночное небо
Моя душа замёрзла, а сердце моё устало
Я горю изнутри, не могу остановить пламя, огонь

На расстоянии
Я могу увидеть твоё притворство
Что исправляешь свою жизнь
Тысяча потоков слабеет
А серебряная луна быстро поднимается
Пересекая далёкие земли

Я падаю на колени и руки
Я наблюдала закат всех солнц
Когда-то я мечтала, что дождусь
ЛУЧшего конца…

Я могу почувствовать твоё отчаяние
Даже когда тебя нет рядом
Я могу почувствовать твою боль внутри себя
Она всё ещё болит, пока я тут
Жизнь существует на растущем холоде год за годом
С сердцем зимы и моими замороженными слезами
Я осталась одна, чтобы встретить лицом к лицу мои темнейшие страхи

Я растратила силы, я слабею изнутри
Я уношусь прочь от света моей жизни
Я живу напрасно, живу ненормально
Я спускаюсь ниже по ряду всех своих страхов

Это тени, которые растут в твоей голове
Они растут и во мне
Превращаю наши жизни в ад на земле
Как проклятия и чары
Я ухожу прочь от светлых дней
Я несусь глубоко в ночь
Я догадываюсь, что мне не удастся всё вернуть обратно

Утром, на летней заре
Ты говоришь загадками и в рифму
На расстоянии кажется, что твоя жизнь
Похожа на замёрзшее сердце в неоновых снах

Вот свет и темнеющая дорога,
Вот ночь и увядающая надежда
Там мечта, которая когда-то была моей
Но сейчас кажется, что все это прошло со временем

Прощай, моя маленькая сестра
Уходи на другую сторону
Прощай, моя маленькая сестра
Уходи дальше в ночь
Где времена, кажется, гораздо лучше
Чем это лишение, называемое жизнью

Голос в моей голове
Там была надежда, но сейчас, сейчас так давно там все мертво
Удивительно, не ошибаюсь ли я?
Я слышу твой зов с другой стороны

Падаю, я падаю вниз
Так низко, низко, глубже и ниже
Зову, я зову тебя сейчас
Но не могу услышать твоего ответа
Я чувствую себя такой потерянной
Я уступаю во всём

Голоса за спиной призывают к разуму
Они призывают всё время
Я стою перед дверью, но не могу найти ключа
Когда моя жизнь разбивается вдребезги
Как мой последний день сгибается
Как мои руки немеют и холоднеют

Уходи, моя любовь
Отправляйся на другую сторону
Уходи дальше в ночь

Упадок... чувствуется сквозь мою открытую рану
Мир сходит с ума
Слабеющее пламя
В сентябрьском дожде
Напрасно я пыталась найти путь
Избежать боли

Я вижу, как ты уходишь прочь
Отвернувшись от всех чувств
Кажется, ты снова теряешь себя
Ради опустошающих лишений
А я не могу отрицать, что я одна
Одна, кто осудит тебя
За все твои проигрыши и увядающее пламя

Жизнь похожа на замороженный зимний сон
На тихий крик
Жизнь похожа на тысячу замороженных слёз
И ночь живёт во мне

Я вижу, что ты снова гибнешь
И свою жизнь ты связал с изменой
На твои колени падают твои слёзы
Ох, твоя жизнь – прошедшее время
И время не сможет излечить эти раны, мой друг
Никогда
Так что оставайся здесь, чтобы встретить свой конец

За пеленой тишины
Где твои голоса обращаются к моему сердцу
В середине декабря
В ночи, что наступает без звёзд
Я падаю во тьму
Как я и прежде делала это тысячу раз
Я сожгла все мосты
Ведущие к миру предательства, оставшемуся за дверью

На полях лета
Я буду танцевать без тебя
Я никогда не познала б боли, которая пришла к нам хотя
И хотя мы боимся тишины
Мы никогда не поймём
Эту жизнь, которая мягко прошла мимо нас

Когда кажется, что приходит тьма
Тогда я могу услышать твой зов
Твой голос сейчас слышен гораздо яснее, чем когда-либо
И в летнем дожде
Я освобожу тебя от боли
Если только мы увидимся снова

На опушках лета
Свет, который гаснет в тебе
Как проходят долгие зимние дни
В середине июня